Thanks Allah fer ze amazing journey, Kem PLKN Teluk Rubiah

kumpulan 2 siri 11/2014

at first aku dapat kem tegas mesra kat selama, perak. tempat tu kira mcm dah nak sampai kedah. apak jauhh.my papa ni memang jenis yg memahami aku and ada banyak kawan, one of his friends orang dalam plkn, so aku mintak tukar tempat melalui dia :)

aku tukar tempat yg sama dengan sahabat yg aku tinggalkan  selama setahun, tetiba je bila nak spm aku pindah sekolah lain. kesian yan T^T

so i decide to be with her for 3 months, aku nk tgk muka dia sampai aku muntah. 

7 april 2014, pagi2 buta aku dah kena siap sbb takut jalan jem. aku sampai bangunan Zetro tu asyik cirit birit.yela, nerbes nak tinggalkan mak. aku mana pernah masuk asrama, berjauhan dengan mak. selama ni, bawah ketiak mak lah aku bergayut. anak manja mehhh. aku takde selera mkn pagi tu, and melayan mesej afrina yg ragu2 nak datang sbb takut kne halau dek pak guard. hahahah.

and akhirnya dia datang. woo hoo. we take selfie, and her mom started gossiping with my mom.
idk why the hell the bus door wont let us in. and the driver disappearing, bas bas lain semua budak2 dia dah masuk tapi bas aku tuuu, mungkin dia nak tunggu kita orang bau mcm kepam garing baru dia kasi masuk. =,=

aku tak sempat salam ayah sebab ayah dah hilang, bila aku naik bas, barulah aku nampak ayah. dia duduk kat tempat letak beg bas lain dengan kawan baru dia yg dia jumpa kat situ. Allah =.= ayah dan peramah berpisah tiada. otw to the camp, i just doin my stuff, im not talkin to anybody, just sayin hye to a girl that sat next to me is enough. im just listening to music and sleep. nampak cam bajet keret je. hahah. the journey is about 4 1/2 hour, tapi aku tak rasa mcm 4 jam pun. time tu aku tak rasa sedih ke apa, aku just chill sebab aku tahu kat sana ada azyan. bila dah ternampak pintu gerbang camp "KEM PLKN TELUK RUBIAH" tu, the people in the bus were like "oh shit, oh dayummm no no no!"

this camp is just nice and beruntunglah korang yg dapat kem ni, kem ni bukan kat dalam hutan mcm kem lain. kem ni kat dalam bandar dekat dengan tesco, AEON, tepi rumah orang pulak tu, kem ni kat tepi jalan raya,kat kawasan perumahan. so it's easy for pelatih terima pelawat tiap2 ahad. takde lah pening mak ayah korang nak tukar tayar nak masuk dalam hutan mcm kem kem yang lain. kem ni ada dobi, ada cafe. cafe tu lah ibarat time square aku kat sana. hahaha, aku rasa komandan patut buang cafe tu sebab cafe tu parasit pemakan duit aku. 150 hinggit aku perhabis kat cafe tu je lahhh. hahah

bila time pendaftaran tuuu, ada jurulatih camp tu ingat aku budak penangguhan, "eh awak penangguhan kan? dah kawin ke belum" i was like,"eh mana ada cikgu =.=" and he was like usha usha my ic, and then he was like "oowhhh, ni mesti menangis dalam bas tadi kan?", i was like "manada, kenapa pulak?", "tu mata awak sembab kecik tu," T^T ahahaha masuk2 je dah kena bahan mata. and mse tengah isi borang tuu ada cikgu keret yg ragu2 dengan status bangsa aku sebab mata aku kecik and kulit putih. she was like "awak melayu eh?" =.= duhhhh am i look like a bangladeshi to u?

cikgu ada buat spot check setiap beg, liquid paper, marker pen dia rampas, bantal busuk and teddy bear pun dia angkut jugak,perghh nasib baik aku tak bawak carrot ikea aku gi sana kalau tak, kat peti besi lah dia duduk.ada yg bwk teddy bear sebesar alam, hahaha kena rampas.muka pemilik dia monyok je.tapi dia tak rampas blanket busuk aku. yeayyy,

carrot ku, aku buat gambar ni as wallpaper phone aku,and my homies laughed. dayumm i miss my carrot T.T please understand me

then it's time searching fer my dorm. aku dapat dorm mek SITI KHADIJAH. dorm aku apak hujung sekali dia letak. memang jenuh nak berjalan, dengan jauh dari speaker, so bila ada pengumuman kita orang yg dgr mcm samar2 je, so terpaksa lah berlari keluar nk dgr announcement tu.

orang pertama yg sapa aku kat dorm tu, vanice. pengkid, hahah takde lahh, mula2 aku ingatkan dia pengkid, dgn rambut tepi bercukur, rambut sebelah ada, tapi tak dia tak pengkid, itu just style dia :) she so cute <3

 after kemas locker,aku punya misi nk cari azyan, mula2 tu aku dah nampak azyan, dia tengah kemas katil, well lol masa aku tarik beg aku ternampak dia sebab dia punya dorm dengan dorm aku jarak dia mcm antara 2 lubang hidung je. its like 2 langkah dari dorm aku dah boleh sampai ke dorm dia.
aku jumpa azyan kat dewan makan, azyan was like blurrr something. hahah.and aku kenal fairuz and shahirah. then we take selfie,

        

some budak2 dorm aku pelik sebab aku tak rapat dengan budak dorm aku sendiri tapi rapat dengan budak dorm lain and company lain. huhuhu tapi bila dah lama2 tu aku dah rapat dengan budak dorm aku, well Allah ada sebab dia tersendiri kenapa Dia biarkan aku berkawan dengan budak dormy lain dulu. setiap yang berlaku ada benda yang kita belajar kat situ :)

aku 4 malam menangis dalam selimut sebelum tidur. hahahah,tapi serious guys, malam yg pertama aku kat situ, rasa homesick tu gila ahhh bhaiii gua cakap. aku dah start rindu rumah, rindu mak, rindu kucing. memandangkan aku takde kalender, aku buat kalender sendiri kat diary, bila jumpa tisu, tulis kalender kat tisu tu. hahaha memang rutin harian aku mengira hari nak balik sebab perasaan homesick tu buat aku jadi terseksa kat sana T,T

ada pagi tu aku cuci baju,tetiba ada budak pompuan sapa aku, dia tanya "chinese eh ?" i was like smiling but at the same time i just wanna laugh, tapi aku cover, aku senyum je tak cakap apa. aku suruh mak aku potong rambut boy cut punya style sebab takut takde masa nk keringkan rambut kat sana. hahah, tak sangka pulak nampak hensem, puihhh hahahaha

tapi yang buat aku muhasabah diri and bertahan kat camp tu sebab komandan kem kat situ memang baik. dia jenis yang tak strict sebab dia TLDM, ramai yang ckp, tentera laut tak se strict tentera darat.
komandan kat situ is just nice. dia ckp, just have fun and enjoy this camp. dia takde nak jerit2 bagai. TKP kte orang pulak, mostly wirawati lah ramai yg ckp TKP tu mcm aaron aziz =.=, kau tahu, TKP tu jawab salam kawan aku, kawan aku tu dia punya happy, Allah mcm kena mabuk ketum. XD and abang polis yg jaga kem tu sumpah hensem, menjadi kegilaan wirawati kat sana. aku takde cinta kontrak dengan wira kat sana sebab most of them amat hambar.gelap,botak hahaha, and aku pun hambar sebenarnya. hahaah
tiap kali aku dengan azyan nampak budak laki yg menggoda, i was like "shaiton, audhubillah"

and kte orang selalu dapat phone kte org jumaat malam, kalau diikutkan peraturannya, sepatutnya sabtu petang baru boleh dapat, but it depends on our behaviour. masa first week latihan bermula, komandan tak kutip phone pun sebab dia tahu yg kita org still homesick.pastu malam ahad baru dia kutip. and ade satu time tuu khamis petang dia dah kasi phone kat kita orang :D senyum lebaq semuaaaa kat situ.

minggu pertama memang aku tak selera langsung nak makan makanan dia. ada time tu aku menangis sebab makanan dia. the first greeting by the food is so freakin cold. sadis, ikan goreng dia liat ahh, mcm keras macam kayu pun ada. ikan tu kalau aku campak kat dinding, boleh melantun balik ke muka aku. dia ada kasi sup fish ball. aku dapat sebelah je. dah lah separuh je aku dpt. aku rasa mcm makan nasi kucing. i was like, perghhh makanan tentera mcm ni ke? T.T tapi kan, bila dah lama2 duduk situ, aku dah banyak makan sebab latihan dia makin lama makin padat and berat, aku rasa walaupun dia kasi 6 kali sehari makan, aku rasa still tak cukup. kuih2 yg aku tak hingin and benci nak makan sebelum ni, aku makan kat dewan makan tuu.sampai ada satu haritu aku mintak azyan tampar muka aku kalau aku amik kuih lebih dari 5 biji. hahaha, makin lama dia punya lauk tu dia upgrade. so semakin syok lah aku makan kat situu. ayam berempah, nasi tomato, perghhh this is heaven. ada pagi tu makan french toast dengan telur separuh masak

weeeee :P.memang feveret aku dengan mak aku. aku call mak aku and bgtau yg kat sini ada telur separuh masak, mak aku sampai sanggup nak jadi pelatih sebab dapat mkn half boiled egg tiap2 sabtu.

having McD's late night, om nom nom

bila aku balik umah, aku sedar yg aku tak kurus, bertambah gemuk adalah T.T muahaha
selepas aku jadi kuat makan tuuu, aku kenal azlin.

aku mintak biskut kat dia sebab aku lapaq. dia lah  peti ais aku.katil aku dengan katil dia sebelah2 je. memang syok ah meratah makanan dia. kalau boleh dengan locker2 dia aku nak makan. sebab banyak gila makanan. dia pun jenis yg tak kisah kalau orang mintak makanan dia. i love you babe :)

and aku ada kim. chinese girl from kepong.

 

dia lah kawan katil aku.setiap malam aku gelak2 dengan dia sebelum tidur, belajar bahasa cina, talking about leng chai,night duty bersama. dia jenis yg susah nak bangun pagi.kalau boleh aku nak je sumbat2 dia kat dalam locker. "Kim! bangun Kim! Chi lai! kalau tak aku sumbat kau dalam locker Kim!"

aku dah jadi terbiasa dengan rutin kat sini. aku dah tak de nak teringat rumah and sedih sedih dah sebab mindset aku, aku dah ubah kepada mood "just go with the flow". so kiranya apa yg terjadi, kau ikut je sebab adalah yang Allah nak tunjuk kat situ :)

ada satu haritu, aku tengah berbaris, suddenly cikgu sumiran datang kat aku, "eh awak ni, dalam baris boleh lagi tidur yek?" , i was like "mana ada saya tido cikgu!mata saya memang kecik cikguuuu", "ye saya nampak awak tido,..." i was like mana ada cikguuu! aku pusing belakang, aku nampak syaff dengan nad dah tergelak gila2, pastu ika pertahankan aku "dia tak tido cikgu, mata dia kecik cikguuu" and then cikgu sumiran was like staring straight into my eyes and he laughed, pastu dia blah. dayummmmmm hahahaha

dulu2 aku ingatkan rutin  kat sini sebijik macam tentera, but i was wrong. kita ni pelatih, bukannya tentera sampai nk guna rutin tentera.
pukul 5 pagi dah kne bangun, tapi aku selalu 4.30 dah bangun sebab tanak berebut shower, apetah lagi perak sekarang air asyik kne catu je, then solat subuh berjemaah. lepas habis solat berjemaah, kita orang dah berlari ke padang kawad subuh subuh buta, time tu still gelap lagi. berbaris kat padang kawad and nyanyi lagu negaraku and khidmat negara. and then depends to the schedule,setiap isnin selalunya ada latihan jasmani.memang penat but awesome. ada wira wira company aku kena baring, kaki ke atas and kononnya mcm kaki tu tengah kayuh basikal sambil nyanyi lagu 'pondok kecil', lagu yg wirawati company aku pertaruhkan time pertandingan nasyid. hahaha wirawati punya latihan jasmani a bit bored, tapi kita orang enjoy tengok wira punya latihan sebab kelakar gila XD kena peluk pokok kelapa sawit lah, berebut panjat tiang bendera lahhh.

lepas sarapan pagi, ada kelas. aku tak sure ada berapa modul kat sana. 6 maybe, modul pertama pasal pembinaan karakter. mula2 tu adalah belajar sikit, tapi bila dah lama2, kelas tu jadi tempat tidur aku yang kedua selepas katil kat dorm. hahaha aku asyik terpikir how am i goin to survive in this class for about 3 months. sumpah aku asyik tido. dah lah kelas dia sejuk, tak pakai aircond pun.kat kelas pk ni jugaklah aku kenal syaff, penyanyi duet aku. suara dia sedap, suara aku pun sedap tapi kekadang pitching lari sebab frequency terlalu tinggi.aku jadi dinding dia,dia jadi dinding aku untuk bersandar dan tido.

time ni kita orang sepatutnya bincang apa nak buat bila hari persembahan penutup modul satu, hmmm tengok tengok menyelfie =.=

petang pulak kekadang ada kawad, kekadang pulak ada tempur tanpa senjata, kekadang pulak ada tarian perang. aku suka tarian perang. best woii, tapi nak menghafal step yang penat tu.nk kena tumbuk bape kali, nk kena hentak kaki bpe kali. and please take a note yang kita orang manada kawad hari hari deyyyy. kawad 2 kali or sekali seminggu. tapi colour kulit aku walaupun berkawad seminggu sekali dah mcm colour kerak nasi T.T

ada haritu, kita orang ada aktiviti kembara berhalangan, dimana aku kne panjat tembok, panjat monkey bar, main tarzan. aku paling takut sekali dengan tembok tuu. aku asyik lemah semangat tengok tembok biru tuu. tapi alhamdulillah lepas. aku ingatkan badan mcm aku ni kalau panjat tembok, tembok tu tumbang. tapi elok je aku panjat dengan bantuan syaff, sorry syaff aku pijak kau. hahaha pastu main monkey bar, main sampai separuh je, lepas tu dah tak larat dah. main tali hayun yang tarzan tuu. weee best gilo, merangkak kat kawad berduri tuuu.

for those yg pelepasan awal mcm aku ni tak sempat nk merasa flying fox, aktiviti ayor, masuk hutan (malam wirajaya) and lots of awesome physical activities. sbb modul fizikal start lepas cuti semester T.T
setiap 5.30 ptg akan ada riadah, tak kesah lah kau nk main apa pun main je lahh. nk jogging ke, main badminton ke, main lah. tapi kalau aku, aku lepak kat dewan makan, curi kuih minum petang yang tak habis tadi. hahaha, and bergossip dengan azyan sampai kol 6.30 ptg.
malam pulak kekadang ada kuliah maghrib, kekadang pentadbiran sendiri, kiranya boleh lepak lahhh, kekadang dia ada buat tontonan video aktiviti apa yg kita orang dah buat. kekadang dia kasi tgk movie kat dewan, robocop,ke apa ke.

time breakfast ada je cikgu pasang lagu, biar kasi gegar kepala otak pelatih yang tengah ngantuk. hew hew, dah mcm disko dah dewan makan nya.

memang sebelum keluar baris untuk tidur malam, dia orang akan amik kekuatan and then nyanyi lagu im4u,lagu satu malaysia version lim kok wing dengan gaya gayanya sekali. lagu saya anak malaysia and lagu bila diri disayangi by ukays. yg lagu jiwang tu adalah permintaan komandan sendiri,maybe tu lagu feveret komandan so the whole camp have to sing it, aku dah expert dah dgn lagu tu sbb thanks to my bruh yg selalu memekak nyanyi lagu tu kat rumah. perghhh sumpah kelakar bila chinese, indian nyanyi lagu jiwang melayu. they were enjoying it. :)

there was a day after pertandingan kraf hutan, dah lah hujan pulak tuuu, kita orang kne tunggu kat dewan, tunggu fer komandan datang, hahah kesian komandan basah kuyup sebab nak judge khemah setiap company kat ladang kelapa sawit. komandan kita orang sportin, takde nak marah marah. dia tegur kita orang mcm anak anak dia. takde nak maki, nak jerit jerit. bila dia sampai ke dewan, we give him a big applause fer him sbb dia turut basah kuyup dengan semua pelatih. habis uniform dia :)

tapi tetiba dia cakap dia ada benda nak bgtau, dia ckp kem ni punya pelatih dah terlebih capacity, so they have to send some of pelatih to other camp. and we were like

 taknak! taknak! cikgu sumiran cakap it is something common happen to this camp or maybe other camp too. ada yang menangis gila bab* bila nama kawan dia orang kena panggil, ada yang tanak lepaskan kaki kawan, fairuz dah nangis gila2 dah sebab nama shahirah kena panggil. ada yang pengsan lagi. i was like "Ya Allah, jangan aku Ya Allah, aku janji tak tido dalam kelas kalau aku tak tukar ke kem lain, T.T". bila nama semua dah sebut, and cikgu suruh babai dyeorg, mmg ramai yang sedih and tak redha dgn pemergian dyeorg. tetiba TKP keluar dari kereta and bringing two large box, lolz, it's just a prank by the komandan rupanya. hahaha rupanya dyeorg nk sambut birthday pelatih yg lahir bulan 4. hahaha lolz, sia sia je aku menangis untuk ain and shahirah. hahaha. bila semua dapat tahu yg tu semua prank by komandan, semua naik atas pentas kejar kawan masing2 and hugg them T.T the best memories i tell you T.T

and sampai lah hari sadisku di mana aku kena pergi. T.T

ada mlm jumaat tu TKP panggil for those yg nak pelepasan awal untuk sambung belajar, most of my friends tahu yg aku akan balik 23.5 ni. tapi tetiba dia kasi surat and told us that yang akan melapor diri pada sekian2 boleh balik pada sekian2. kiranya aku boleh balik lebih awal dari 23.5 tuuu. so aku tulis lah aku balik 18.5 sebab banyak bnde nak kne settle untuk study aku. ain (kawan dormy) dia ternampak aku tulis 18.5, aku terperasan yg dia usha, so i thought she'll gonna tell all my dorm mates and i will get beaten up by them.
tapi bila aku masuk dorm mlm tu, everything just normal. i thought that they know that im goin to go home on the next day and they act calm, i guess. so esok tu ada karnival sukan. aku duduk kat tempat penonton tu and tido situ sejak dari permulaan karnival tu sampai tamat permainan. after that aku dengan muka2 baru bangun tido kena berbaris kat dewan untuk penyampaian hadiah and nyanyi lagu patriotik semua tuuu, tetiba bila dah nak sampai ke lagu 'bila diri disayangi' tu, komandan suruh tutup lagu tu and he grab the mic, "ada tak sesiapa yang akan balik hari ni? ada tak? kalau ada sila naik ke atas pentas," i was like phewwwww, nasib baik aku balik esok. takde kena naik pentas. , mungkin sebab orang yg balik harini sikit, so yang naik pentas pun sikit, tetiba "dan orang orang yang akan balik  esok,pun naik jugak ke pentas," i was like oh shit, oh no wayyy,! aku dengar suara ain, "jannah, jannah, pergi ah weh" so aku pergi lah dengan muka baru bangun tido,naik ke pentas. komandan cakap "harini adalah hari terakhir dye org nyanyikan lagu ni, so saya nak ramai ramai, nyanyikan lagu ni untuk kawan2 korang and cakap babai kat dyeorg ye :) " as the song starts, aku dah nampak azlin menangis kat bawah, shahirah, ain and my dormies kinda dah tak de semangat nak nyanyi.

bila aku dah turun dari pentas aku dah nampak dyeorg dah tunggu kat bawah, and kita orang hugggg ramai2 and menangis ramai2. ramai yang marah aku sebab dia orang cakap yg aku tak bgtau yg aku akan balik esok. dye org terkejut gila2 bila dyeorg tgk aku naik pentas. especially azlin, dia pukul aku gila gila, venice pun menangis, kim, lagi sedih. dia menangis time kat dewan and kat dorm bila pagi pagi buta hari terakhir aku keluar.dia terpaksa ucap farewell awal2 sebab dia kne pergi tokong and maybe tak sempat nk jumpa aku lagi bila dia dah balik dari tokong. dia menangis and kasi aku chipsmore.hahaha sayang dia :)
CP pulak peluk kaki aku time aku tengah kemas baju pagi tuu. hahaha sedih bila azlin cakap "tengok, ramai yang sayang jannah tauuu" sumpah aku rasa sedih and bersalah tinggalkan korang.
sebelum aku bertolak, kita orang selfie beramai ramai kat bus plkn tuuu.

parents aku jenoh tunggu dalam kete, dah lah lapar pulak tu, boleh pulak tangkap gambar. sumpah sedih, aku nangis gila bila hugg dye orang, and bagi aku penghormatan and tabik yg terakhir bila aku masuk kereta. hahahaha sumpah smart gila. dia orang berbaris and kasi tabik spring kat aku <3
lepastu sempat lah gak usha usha perak, usha menara condong

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah fer ze amazing journey.
to those yg dapat plkn, plkn ni best sebab kawan dan pengalaman baru.
kena marah dengan jurulatih, jurulatih keret, tu semua benda biasa yg kau kne telan, tapi semua tu akan jadi manis bila kau keluar dari kem tuuu.

oh it's just a selfie of my hands kat surau. menyendiri time ni, sebab azyan jumpa parents dia. parents aku tak pernah datang huhu T.T

i never thought that we gonna be more than a regular friend

Assalamualaikum :)
Allah plans is ze best.

after a long time im makin afrina gettin crazy, for not posting anything about her in my friends list at the friends entry. hahaha, i know that feel afrina papasan oreo.

afrina, mmmmm i know her since 2006. i moved to kuala lumpur,. she is my classmate at the primary islamic school. im not into her that time, because i got mah own friends, and gettin bullied by mah own friends. KAH KAH KAH.stupid life. for me, she is kinda weird and a happy person, like a dancing beans. she likes to entertain her friends a lot, but at my sight, she's just being slaves/joker to her friends, i guess.

there was a time, i sat next to her, and she wants to compete me in drawing. it's just between me and her. she likes to talk a lot for the first time we met. and i was like "kau boleh tak terus lukis? sakit telinga aku," and she was like "duhhhh, okay". after we finish drawing, well i was drawing about her face but end up to be a some kinda a horse wearing tudung sekolah. she laughed at my drawings.damn her laugh was like, damn. and i still remembah that she drawed a girl. with beautiful hair (kononnya lawa lah tapi tak pun), but the hair looks like a banana. i mean the way the girls hair sways is like a shape of banana. so i ask her "is that banana? why the hair is like banana?", she replied "banana?! hey at least my drawing is like 10 times better than yours." i was like dangggggg,you are ego little bij. we didnt talk a lot until we grad from that school.

i never thought that we will meet again as we bring our life to the next level, to the secondary school. ye lah, sebab semua orang akan bawak diri masing2.

i thought 2008 is the last day to see her face. suddenly, in 2012, she popped up at the first day at mah school. ramai yang cakap ada budak baru, budak baru perempuan. and i was like telling mae and azyan " mmmm budak baru, let me chew herrr. muehehehe" mae was like "eleh mcm lah kau berani sangat," but azyan was like "haishhh jannah ni, tak elok laa",  

so our class gathered in physics lab, i was searching, where the hell is the new student? or they lied me? nobody can lie to me! suddenly, there was a knocking at the door. it's like a beans knock. haahah and i see, what the fak? aku menggelupur tak tentu pasal, and end up ternganga. puan uma says "kita ada pelajar baru, nama dia Afrina, dari sarawak ". i was like "sarawak? dangggg i met her at kampung pandan, the indonesian wanna be village, and you're saying that she is from sarawak? or maybe this is afrina, but afrina yg lain,ramai lagi yg nama afrina, but this afrina got the same texture as the 2006 afrina had." lots of stuff about her playing on my mind until she grabs the chair, and sits besides aliaa,. damn aliaa sits next to me. how am i supposed to hide my face. but it's not worth hiding my face as my face is not pretty enough to hide, so i just watched her sit next to aliaa. she didnt even noticed me, she sit and diam. it's like she only sees aliaa je, dia tak nampak pulak badan aku yg besar tuuu. so i just greet her with a cold volume, "afrinaa..." and she looked at me, and her uys starts to big, same goes to her nose trill. hahaaha "jannahhhh. jannah! jannah! kau sekolah sini! kau tahu, aku ingat tak de orang yang aku knal kat sini, aku takut tau tak sebab mak aku campak aku kat sekolah ni!" i was like saying to myself 'ohhhh betul lah ni afrina yg sekolah agama tuu, sebab dah mula bising dah. hahahah. 

after the bell rings, i met her mom, afrina was like "haaaaa, ni kawan ina, time sekolah agama dolu"

"haaaa kan ada kawan tuuu, afrina ni takut sangat makcik letakkan dia kat sekolah ni. apelahhh, hahaha"

afrina hanya senyum sinis dan aku hanya senyum senyum ikan yg senak pada ingsangnya.

and i saw her little sister. she got dark skin and wearin school uniform kinda look like a real oreo.

afrina always ask me to ride her car after school, so i wont be tired, sebab rumah aku dengan afrina jarak dia mcm di antara dua lubang hidung. teramat dekat. tapi nk tumpang kau tiap2 hari pun tak boleh jugak. buat susah je, kesian mae balik dengan hayat dengan nila. tapi aku jenis yg tak tahu malu sebab kau lah yg ajar aku buat tebal muka tebal time tu and kau selalu paksa aku naik kereta kau. keh keh keh

her mom makes the best cekodok. afrina called me jannah cekodok. --.-- how dare you call me with the cekodok name. idk mannn. i got lots of nicknames given by her and her mom.

her mom like to feed me with cekodok if i go to her house. i was about to explode because my tummy full with cekodok and her mom was like "cenali,asal mkn sikit je? tambah lah lagi, nanti kat umah ni mana ada yang menghabiskan pun" aku balas lah,"ni afrina ada, biarlah dia habiskan," afrina was like looking at me into the uys & doin her creepy angry face, "kau diam jenali, kalau kau tak habis kan cekodok, kau tak boleh balik!" and her mom was like " aah jangan balik, makcik tak kasi balik. nanti makcik call mak ayah awak, 'anak encik ni tak boleh balik rumah sebab tak habiskan cekodok yg saya masak' ". ahahaahha, it's fun to be in afrina house where afrina and her mom bullying me. her house full with chocolates, food. and afrina like to force me get into her room where she can touch me like a pedo. i was like "no! go away! no! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!", she was like"jenali,pelahan sikit jerit tu, nnti mak aku dengar" biar ahhh. dah kau nak buat naya kat aku. you like to touch my kelopak mata. i dunno why. you are so like a mosquito or a fly to me. disturb my eyes always. hahah, and then we enjoys The Adventure Time, we got lots of same interest. talkin like a Lumpy Space Princess. i just cant forget you sang the LSP song until it was playing in my mind during exam until i failed in my chemistry. kuaja betul afrina. "THIS LUMPS I KNOW U WANT THIS LUMPS, PPP PAWW, THIS LUMPS BUT U CANT BCAUSE YOU'RE A CHUMP. A CHUMPPPPPP!"

we also loves to watching vines. damn niggs, you are my soul mate. we talk like a ratchet. hahaah, talkin using aliens accents, mexico accents, hahahaah we share about our cats life, im talikn bout jeppry, and you're talkin about agus. ahhaaaha

im sorry i cant be with you in form 5. i have too. i transfered to other school, i got so many awesome new friends there, i ask you not to worry bout me because i got your aura but yet, im still belonging for you. 

im glad our pedo friendship doesnt end when im not there beside you.

 we still talk,chats, gossiping, laughing, mengarut2 through phone.even though i am far away from your place rite now, but you are just a something that i wont forget. and it is just fantastic moments when we about go for spm exam, and we are having  video call at the dawn before the exam starts, discussing the topics, and aku sempat lagi tunjuk krim muka aku pada pagi tuu, and kau pulak takleh nampak jenama apa. you was like "jannah apa tuuu? apa nama dia?" and your mom came into your room so sudden "cakap dengan sape tu pagi2 buta nak spm ni? " hahahaha

arghhh tak larat nak ingat balik moments kita, because talkin about you, describing about you to others just like i said "is like a story that wont end"

ohh theres no gifs and pic for this  entry as my wifi is like a kentut speed

thats all afrina. tak nah ah cerita lebih lebih takut nnti kau kembang punggung . 

The Looking for Something. spouse.

Assalamualaikum , just shut up, hold your thoughts and listen to mine

you're talkin about love? yeah i hate it too.

aku suka layan lagu jiwang karat, because everytime im watching tv, my brother will bother me with his jiwang karat 80an songs, it's getting worse as he pulls the speaker's wire from the tv and connect it to his phone and he will be like "thank you for coming to my concert nigga". that kind of song genre bind with my DNA accidentally. but talkin about love in reality, mmmm

every second time i log in my twitter, my TL is like a love board. mannnn, i know that i dont have a boyfriend. jealousy is in the air. my friends on the TL will be like "thanks sayang, ayang you ketat ketat<3", some of them praised their happy monthversary moments, posting pictures with their couples, ukir nama kekasih kat tangan sampai berdarah darah, lagi bodoh kalau salah eja. i was like

she got that expressions that worth billions than kristen stewart.

some ego freaks and muka ketat people will be like "who needs love? i can survive and live my life without love," well sembanggg lebih. hahahah. we all need love yawwww, tell me how you gonna live without Allah's mercy.

when my neighbours saws me, selalunya mak cik makcik surau always questioning my mom about me, "hey dah ada menantu ke?",my mom was like " she's freakin 18 --.--" she loves that question because maybe somebody want to propose me and go for merisik. hahahaha but mom, please lemme look for my spouse by myself.

i love my name, Jannah. there was a guy trying to know more about me, he was like, "hey are you Jannah (paradise) ? because i wanna get into you," that islamic pick up line just made me laughed my ass off,ohh and i didnt accept him because my father will kick me in the air if i do. search for Allah before searching for your spouse. <3 Allah knows the best.

im easy fall in love with somebody, like seriously everytime i see somebody(s) tweet con, or dp something or maybe walking pass infront of me, and the guy wearing jubah, muka suci, comel,. hahahah

when i see cute boys, i will renung dia orang sampai sebelah mata pancit

that's y i love to follow my father to the mosque every friday nights at Setiawangsa, you can see so many Tahfiz guys, and i am melting at the shoe racks watching them. hahahah but i dont forget my purpose to be there, pergi sana sebab nak dengar ceramah, tapi sebelum tu nak cuci mata lahhh ayahhh.

but we have to remember to lower our gaze. they were too cute, but Allah is infinity cuter than them. oh yeah

every time i decide to have a boyfriend, my siblings and my mom will laugh at me. my father? well hell no. he will reject my opinion before i manage to open my mouth. my father was a strict man, when he is getting older, he is easily be tame and nice. hahaha, i still remember, when the first time i have a phone, he warns me not to have a boyfriend and no boys in my contact list or he will burn my phone alive. 

i kinda jealous where my cousins have their own partner. i was standing, and crying inside because im not pretty like they do. when we gather, we will talk about our life and boys. oh come on, tak de benda lain ke T.T they all have boyfriend, and me, mmm i am the last virgin. they gain boyfriend since they were 12 something, and im 18, but still have nothing. hahaha, 

sometimes i have to lie,i told them that i have a boyfriend too.

tapi Allah nak tunjukkan yg berbohong tu tak elok, jadi ditakdirkan abang aku lalu kat sebelah aku bila aku cakap macam tu. and he was like, " who the hell wants her, she dont even float in the water (fat) "

my brother is a butthead sometimes, this make me sad guys. i am not fat. i guess. hahaha, seriously guys, please dont lie, telling that you have a boyfriend when you dont even have one. Allah trying to show me that i am wrong. this situation happened because He wants me to realize that I have Him always by my side. just be truthful, it is worth to be honest. and please dont cosider yourself as a lonely person when you dont have a partner, nuhhh uhhhh. Allah save a perfect one who deserve your big heart. :)

susah nak cari laki kalau asyik ikut cakap orang, itu tak boleh, ini tak sesuai. my mom gonna make sure i will get marry before 28. --.--

 my mom doesnt care who i will choose as long as i am happy and that guy will guide me to the straight path and increasing my imaan, bring me to Jannah, have a big house, big car, private island. ohhh that's too much. As long as the guy that i choose have special link between him and Him, im happy. <3 owhh, tak payah lah yang hensem hensem sangat. nanti orang asyik nak sambar je, dapat mcm Kim Woo Bin pun dah okey dah. hahaha

lolz, aku tak minat kpop. aku tahu mcm gitu gitu je. 

my lil sis and i adore the same guy, haishhhh. it's getting worst as she mocked me " who wants a girl like you anyway ", idgf about it.i know that she was joking. i am a fabulus unicorn. everybody love me. i dont know whether she hates me or nope, im being a freakin bij everytime i am with her, she hates when we have to be together,

last night, when we are otw to a restaurant somewhere in pekan Rawang, suddenly Yuna's song is on air. how i love the Rescue song, the beat is like a jungle beat. so i was like getting crazy, and i told my mom this song is Yuna's, and my father turn the volume up. i started getting crazy and dance like an african child at the back seat. my lil sis, she makes the 'wth' face. oh how i loved to annoy my lil sis. 

the contexts of love is very wide. it's not only for your spouse. the best love that you will ever gain is the love between you and Allah. He never disappoints to those who really looking for His mercy and His love. His love is infinity and zero contradiction.

 if you cant find your spouse yet, that's mean you have to mend your love between you and Him, and your parents. yeah, du'a(prayer) of a mother to her God is like a bullet that shot from the ground into the sky, and always able go through the heavens layer. our parents du'a is powerful, so dont waste your love to a stranger guys, love them before they leave you to another life :)

The Screwed entry --.--

Assalamualaikum

im gonna leave this blog, but just for a while because i got PLKN in this April at Selama, Perak.

 i was hoping for Sarawak. aku baru je nak bajet bajet jet lag pergi kem naik flight. hahahaa, But afrina make fun of me, "ain't nobody got jet lag while goin to sarawak, hahaha ", afrina been to Sarawak for so many time because she lived there before. but who cares anyway niggs. hahah

some of my friends got group 3, that's not the problem, the problem is how to change the societies preception and their thoughts about group 3, they like to scare their kids ass off and the youth about PLKN group 3. hey listen, Allah choose them to be in group 3 for a reason mannnn, He doesnt put them in that particular group for fun, maybe some might say "kenapa aku kne campak group 3? takut siaaa, mesti ada kesalahan ni T.T" , bila check check balik, mmm memang takde perubahan. ke group 3 lah kau kena pergi. hahaha, most of the budak baik got this dilemma. think positive babe, if you know that your are nice, you never done wrong or get into trouble in school, Allah choose you to be in that group because maybe you can change the other participants from other bad ass school. friends can change friends. that is the way of life as a teenage. just think positive mann.  Allah never leave the good ones, He will always protect you. 

enough with the PLKN, my iphone 3gs just broke down last week.

Ya Allah i love taht phone so much.

that is the most expensive that my father ever bought for me T,T there is some idiot setting begging me to upgrade the software to ios 6. after i download it, the phone restart, it keep on restart again and again until the battery kong. huhuhuu, and i was like what the hell is happening to u bij! wake up! i love you. so i decide to restore it back just like new from the factory using itunes in my lappy, but it takes time babe, not an hour but 30 hours nigga. i just left my lappy with the phone just like that., because it doesnt worth waiting laaaa, so i go to sleep and let the lappy do his things, 

at 4 a.m. i was awake., i dunno. i just awake by myself with Allah permission, then i saw my father standing. he always wake up for qiamulail anyway, but he stood still in that time and stares at my lappy for a while.

the way he stand, hahaha. he wear kain pelikat and clothes. he's not nude like that boy above. haha

he stares at the laptop and nagged about it to my sleeping mom. he was like " why the hell my daughter sleep infront the laptop without turning it off? " my mom replied, "u just turn it off laaaa, it wasting the electric bills" . well im still on the floor lying, i decide to not make a move because my mom will ask me about it and hit my ass because wasting the electric bills. but im not closing my eyes, i just watch my father keep standing still, my eyes is sepet. they will never know whether am i asleep or what. because the size of my eyes when i open it and when im asleep is just the same. but my father keep on standing and stare to it, after that he spoke up " mmm, i dont know how to turn it off ", hahah. i was about to laugh but it's kinda not nice dude, so he just turn off the plug. and go for his qiamulail. 

that morning, i gave up. i just leave the phone just like that. since my phone broke down, i having a fight with my lil sis like almost everyday because we chase for our mom's phone. kira dapat check whatsapp dengan we chat pun jadilaahhh T.T

that feeling when i approach my mom's phone earlier than my sister. sorry lil sis, you lose

that kind of situation last for a week where my mom bought a new phone for me after i got back home from ceramah KPP (driving lesson). she bought me lenovo. just a cheap phone. that phone is hecka slow mannn, but Alhamdulillah, thanks mom. as long as i can connect with afrina and my other niggs friends then its okay :)

i was like ohh mom, u dont have to buy me new phone, as long as i have you im blessed, hahahaa

my father decide to bring my iphone to be repaired. my mom doesnt like to repair things, she likes to throw away all the junks rather than repair it. but the guys, is a jimat person. not like tha ladies. my father turned a deaf ear, and go to the phone shop next day

on the next day, when my parents arrived home from work, my father approach my lil sis and give my iphone to her. i can see his sad face. so i sat in the kitchen, and i ask him about my iphone problems. he told me and just keep scratching his head. i was like, what happen to my father. well he told me, repairing that phone is like buying a new one. after listen to that words, my mom starts to nagg like always because it is kinda wasting money. but my father didnt finish his words yet, he told that, the repairing cost 50 ringgit, and he got love letter from JPJ and the Police. maybe he is so excited to repair my phone sampai main hentam parking motor. hahaha, saman jpj 100, saman polis 100. i was laughing hardly with my mom. its not that rude because my father laugh about it too so, we just laugh la. 

i dunno what to write for this entry because i kinda screwed up, with the PLKN, with the SPM result, the driving lesson, IPTA. maybe i will get my ass in the IPTA for the second intake because my PLKN ends about at the end of june. i dont wanna be afrina's junior. uhhh uhhh, thats not gonna happen in my unicorn wurldz. hahaha. so thats all. i have to feed my kitties in front of the house. goodbye then, Assalamualaikum. peace <3

Just hold on, it's gonna be okay

Assalamualaikum,

im writing this special for a friend of mine,

    so, everyone facing their hardships everyday.
Tested by Allah is a blessing if you only know. everything happen for a reason. people walk into your life even if it's just for a while,you can't call it as coincidence. it is something that have been written in your destiny.
same goes to your hardships.

Allah dah tetapkan apa yang kau akan lalui. larilah sampai ke lubang cacing pun, bina lah tembok mengelilingi

kau sekuat mana pun, if He said "kun faya kun", memang tak boleh lari

tapi aku bukannya nak takut kan kau. aku akan sentiasa doakan kau dan yang terbaik untuk kau,
 insyaallah penyakit ni boleh sembuh


aku berkawan dengan kau dah lama dahhhh :) aku mana pernah tengok kau sedih,kalau ada pun tak lama, pastu kau girang girang semula.

i love you guysssssss

when you tell me that you might going to die, and you afraid that you'll have to leave your parents,
wait, hold on a sec.
aku pun akan mati jugak. kau kena ingat tu. aku yang sihat wal a'fiat ni pun bila bila masa je boleh mati. semua kat dunia ni tak kekal. so take a deep breath and calm down
aku rasa kau tak perlu bimbang dengan masalah ni.
macam aku cakap, Allah letak kau kat hujung tebing yang penuh dengan kesusahan. percayakan Dia sebab dua perkara akan berlaku, samada Allah akan tangkap dan selamatkan kau atau Dia akan ajar kau cara untuk terbang. best kan jalan hidup ni ? so put your 100% trust on Him
jika kau rasa Allah timpakan musibah kat kau sebagai tanda Dia benci kat kau,
cuba kau fikir balik

Allah turunkan penyakit sebab Dia nak maafkan segala dosa dosa kau yang lalu.
it is a blessings from your creator too :)

Allah tak jadikan air minuman kita masin disebabkan dosa dosa kita, we are blesssed, tak gitu ?
aku tak rasa Allah bagi kau sakit sebab dia nak tengok kau menderita,
ini sebab dia sayangkan kau, Dia rindu kan kau

see see? <3

             and every suffering, there's hidden mercy in it.

kalau kau rasa apa yang kau hadapi ni susah,
watch this
Bersabarlah, Yang Allah Simpan Lebih Baik, by Habib Ali Zaenal
                              http://youtu.be/qtHOC4gq8HI

aku ada pernah bgtau kau kan yang kekadang, penyakit kita tak ada penawarnya kecuali diri kita sendiri. 

kau tak boleh 100% bergantung kat ubat, tapi kena yakin yang kau mampu lawan :)

tak percaya? well time dulu, aku depressed. aku kemurungan tahap gaban sebab aku, memang ada banyak masalah. aku terlalu berfikir sampai satu haritu, aku dah explode. sebab tu lah aku tanak kau bimbang pasal apa yang kau akan hadapi sebab aku takut kau akan jadi macam aku

sometimes things are not bad as they seem, try not to overthink. - afiq mohammad :)

then, aku start kena gastric. bukan gastric biasa biasa, sebab bila aku stress, dia punya gas tu akan naik dan aku akan semput gila gila.tak boleh bernafas lah derr. aku rushed ke hospital banyak kali. keluar masuk keluar masuk hospital. sampai nurse yang hantar makanan kat pesakit pesakit tu jadi kawan aku. kita orang tengok tv bersama, having jokes. hahahah. aku masuk dewan bedah dua kali. best, dengan lampu torchlight dia yang besar hadap muka aku, dia scop. maksudnya, dia masukkan camera dalam usus aku. twice, dua kali nokkk. and then sejak haritu, aku dah tak boleh gelak sebab sakit sangat perut aku, nak bersin,and batuk lagi lah azab woi, sebab rasa mcm perut kau kena tarik sampai kat otak. aku tak boleh makan. kau boleh agak betapa kurus nya aku masa tu sbb aku hanya boleh minum air dan masuk air, sampai kepala aku pun dah macam masuk air. aku nak jalan kena bongkok. sebab dalam perut aku dah tegang sangat sbb time scop tu doktor tu korek sikit diding usus aku and amik sample. aku rasa perut aku dah rosak. kau tak percaya? cuba kau tanya afrina, berapa lama aku tak datang sekolah agama. doktor pulak asyik bagi pain killer je. 

i cried. what is exactly happen to me? 

aku dah tak larat asyik hidup mcm ni, jadi aku reset balik diri aku. aku cari dari mana yang aku salah. dan aku cuba perbetulkan hubungan aku dengan Allah, mungkin sebab aku dah lama tinggalkan Dia. hubungan dengan Dia tak beberapa nak betul, so aku mula balik dari awal. dan, ye yakin, aku yakin aku mampu lawan semua ni. Allah akan kasi apa yang kau mintak jika kau bersungguh sungguh buat, dan sabar tu penting, sebab aku jatuh beberapa kali dan Alhamdulillah aku tak terus baring dan golek golek, aku bangun balik sebab aku betul betul nak lawan penyakit pelik ni. that's all. 

 kalau kau tengok cerita cerita those yg jadi breast cancer survivor, dia orang time tu lawan habis habisan sampai ada yang kne stage 3 dan lebih teruk daripada tu, tetiba cancer dia *poooffff* dah tak ada, sebab kenapa ? sebab Allah sentiasa dengan orang yang sabar dan bersungguh sungguh. 

jadi sabar ye syu :)

perempuan ni, Allah ciptakan dengan sangat istimewa. nampak je lembik, boleh dipijak, boleh disodok macam tu je, tapi setabah mana pun hati seseorang manusia tu, tetap tak boleh lawan ketabahan hati seorang wanita (kecuali para anbia la). sebab, siapa orang pertama yang syahid di jalan Allah? Sumaiyah babe. siapa yang bermati matian kasi harta bantu nabi Muhammad tegakkan Islam sampaikan dia minta apabila dia mati, jual lah tulang belulang dia jika itu dapat menegakkan syiar Islam? Saidatina Khadijah babe.

kau mampu hadapi semua ni syu, kau nampak je kecik, tapi kau tu hati besar :)

walaupun kau tak sure apa yang akan jadi, just keep on holding to Him <3

insyaallah i will be there for you and be your shoulder to cry :)

this entry, i made it special for you syu :)

aku nampak macam ala ala ustazah untuk kali ni, ye la sebab aku asyik melawak dengan kau tiap tiap hari pun tak elok jugak, just spread the da'wa where ever you are even it is just a word, well who knows maybe that word will change someone's life. it's hard to find a real friend that will stuck with you forever. so when you have one, please don't waste it.

spread the words :)

okay lah , aku nak makan 

assalamualaikum, peaceeee <3

How to build a love story between : you and Allah (streets of da'wah)

Assalamualaikum

love.
does everyone searching for love that last forever.? same goes to me.
as you know, world doesn't last forever, same goes to our problems, and the people, so how will you search for a true love that stays and won't change even a bit ?


the answer is this

it's between you and Him (Allah).

Allah is the word 'God' in arabic. The Creator of the universe, the Holy Provider, The King

aku, dulu Allah pernah bagi pinjam bagaimana rasanya kemanisan iman. the sweetness of iman(faith). tapi aku tak reti jaga dengan betul, dan lama kelamaan hilang sebab aku dibuai nafsu dunia. dan tengah cari balik sekarang ni :) hehehe 

it is the best feeling that i never taste in my whole life

because when i feel the sweetness of iman, i don't have to worry for this dunya(world). because i got the link between me and my creator. and this world is old, the hereafter(akhirah) is the place and life that last forever. Allah had told us, this worldly life is just a game.

there was a time that i am belonging to die, just because i want to see Him and His habib, Prophet Muhammad (pbuh).

i am belonging to die? it is the feel that i am not afraid to die. yeahhh, mesti korang mcm "apa? kau nak sangat mati? !" bukan mcm tu akhi, ukhti, akhta, ukhtu ku sekalian. it cant be describe by words. sebab rasa rindu sangat sangat tu memang tak dapat dinafikan. aku cemburu gila bila dengar para ulama' bermimpi jumpa dengan nabi Muhammad dan dia orang menangis sebelum dia orang sempat nak mulakan cerita. 

i cry in every of my prayers, i missed him so bad

ye la, Prophet Muhammad is the best man who walk on earth. the best to his wives. and even his enemies just cant believe that he is the man that they have to against and kill? the enemies said, "this man(prophet Muhammad) doesnt have the face of a traitor or even a liar. so y do we have to against him ? "

Allah ciptakan para nabi ni hensem hensem belaka. Allah tak cipta nabi kepala botak, perut buncit. tidak sama sekali. Allah cipta nabi nabi dengan sempurna. muka semua molek molek belake. wajah nabi Muhammad bercahaya sehingga Aisyah r.a boleh kutip balik jarum dia yang terjatuh di dalam bilik yang hanya ditemani sebuah pelita di waktu malam bila nabi Muhammad masuk dalam bilik tersebut. 

and muka nabi Muhammad ni kalau perempuan2 tengok, sodok lah hati, tikam lah hati dia orang bertubi tubi, mereka tidak akan dapat rasa sakitnya sebab dibius oleh ketampanan nabi Muhammad saw. 

dah tu, kalau Nabi Muhammad tu paling hensem, paling baik, kekasih Allah pulak tu, kenapa kita duduk pi kejar cinta manusia, harta benda, dan cinta yang tak pasti?  

nabi Muhammad yang hensem tu dah terang terang sayang kat kita, dia rindukan kita, sebut "ummatku

! ummatku! ummatku!". dia bimbang kan kita, ada ke orang yang risau kan kita selain baginda dan mak ayah kita? tapi kenapa kita buat tak peduli je? selawat bila time maulidur rasulje, hari hari lain mcm haremmmm. 

 okay okay, enough with the nags. tolong lah sayang kekasih Allah <3

how to create a love story between you and Allah

? first of all. search where your heart is.

by performing apa anak anak? ya, solat :) force yourself to solat. find Him in your solat. go find where your heart is. but dont take it so hard, just go with the flow. 

the meaning of force yourself to solat is for those yang asyik tak cukupsolat 5 waktu. so force yourself. lengkapkan. even though, you are forced, day by day, night by night you will be willing to do it for the sake of Allah , insyaallah. 

Always remember that, Allah is very close to you when you are in sujood. sujud., sujud

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so make dua'(pray) for yourself. ask Him to guide you, feel your dua', you have to confident that Allah hears you. because dua' in sujood is precious. 

 insyaallah if He gives you the taste of imaan,i bet you akan rasa yang solat fardhu pun takkan puas., mesti nak solat lagi, kadang kadang aku rasa solat sunat pun tak puas, so advance sikit dengan buat qiam. sebab aku rasa, solat ni bukan sekadar suruhan, tapi kau tengah berdialog betul betul dengan Dia. aku akan rasa humble gila.,and you are talking to the owner the day of judgement, the Malik (the King) 

serious punya cakap

tolong jangan sesekali rasa kalau kita ni banyak dosa, kita tak mampu nak dapat rasa kemanisan iman, hey remember this, Allah akan kasi kepada siapa siapa yang berusaha untuk dapatkannya.

 even orang yang lebih jahat daripada kita, Allah mampu sedarkan dia dengan sekelip mata. kenapa pulak kita tak boleh yakin dengan diri kita? jadi bersihkan hati mulai sekarang, Allah sayang kepada orang yang sentiasa bertaubat.

second, apa dia anak anak? yes, read,

yes iqra'. the first word by the Jibril/Gabriel to prophet Muhammad (pbuh)

iqra' bacalah. 

what do you have to read exactly ? 

of course the Qur'an. the words from your God, the Creator of the heavens and earth. the book that contains infinity of knowledge.

so read. masalah orang islam sekarang ni cuma mereka malas membaca, yang rajinnya, orang2 islam muslimat membeli novel novel cinta lah, ini aku tujukan kepada kakak kakak yang suka membaca novel2 cinta dan sedang menunggu imam imam mereka. hahahah, duhhh jodoh itu sesuatu yang belum tentu, tapi mati itu pasti. so apa yang korang patut buat dan cari sekarang? tanya lah diri sendiri. 

when i was in my high school, i was so amazed with my friend. she is a christian, and she spent her recess by reading bible in the class. i am so ashamed. seriously, i do have Qur'an, but y i didnt spent my time reading it? and there was a time, the report card day, my friend, Joan, she is indian and a christian. 

her father read the bible while he was waiting for his turn to meet our class teacher. he is a priest anyway. 

im so amazed with them. tapi kenapa kita yang muslim ni susah sangat nak baca, nak pupuk semangat cinta Al Qur'an? 

i dont want to nag so much, just read the Qur'an.,

This is what they called Romantic, I love you to Allah <3

sad? sick with this world? remedy for health? tired to struggle and so on? get your Qur'an now and read. 10 good deeds rewarded for every single letter :) and it can be your Hujjah (its kinda like a lawyer that defend you) for you in the grave and on the day of judgement.

there's lots of thing that i want to share. this part is not the end. there will be part II in progress. insyaallah i will post it asap. 

dont be sad. Allah is with you :)

Assalmualaikum :)

ps: please correct me if i am wrong, peace yawwww