Just hold on, it's gonna be okay

Assalamualaikum,

im writing this special for a friend of mine,

    so, everyone facing their hardships everyday.
Tested by Allah is a blessing if you only know. everything happen for a reason. people walk into your life even if it's just for a while,you can't call it as coincidence. it is something that have been written in your destiny.
same goes to your hardships.

Allah dah tetapkan apa yang kau akan lalui. larilah sampai ke lubang cacing pun, bina lah tembok mengelilingi

kau sekuat mana pun, if He said "kun faya kun", memang tak boleh lari

tapi aku bukannya nak takut kan kau. aku akan sentiasa doakan kau dan yang terbaik untuk kau,
 insyaallah penyakit ni boleh sembuh


aku berkawan dengan kau dah lama dahhhh :) aku mana pernah tengok kau sedih,kalau ada pun tak lama, pastu kau girang girang semula.

i love you guysssssss

when you tell me that you might going to die, and you afraid that you'll have to leave your parents,
wait, hold on a sec.
aku pun akan mati jugak. kau kena ingat tu. aku yang sihat wal a'fiat ni pun bila bila masa je boleh mati. semua kat dunia ni tak kekal. so take a deep breath and calm down
aku rasa kau tak perlu bimbang dengan masalah ni.
macam aku cakap, Allah letak kau kat hujung tebing yang penuh dengan kesusahan. percayakan Dia sebab dua perkara akan berlaku, samada Allah akan tangkap dan selamatkan kau atau Dia akan ajar kau cara untuk terbang. best kan jalan hidup ni ? so put your 100% trust on Him
jika kau rasa Allah timpakan musibah kat kau sebagai tanda Dia benci kat kau,
cuba kau fikir balik

Allah turunkan penyakit sebab Dia nak maafkan segala dosa dosa kau yang lalu.
it is a blessings from your creator too :)

Allah tak jadikan air minuman kita masin disebabkan dosa dosa kita, we are blesssed, tak gitu ?
aku tak rasa Allah bagi kau sakit sebab dia nak tengok kau menderita,
ini sebab dia sayangkan kau, Dia rindu kan kau

see see? <3

             and every suffering, there's hidden mercy in it.

kalau kau rasa apa yang kau hadapi ni susah,
watch this
Bersabarlah, Yang Allah Simpan Lebih Baik, by Habib Ali Zaenal
                              http://youtu.be/qtHOC4gq8HI

aku ada pernah bgtau kau kan yang kekadang, penyakit kita tak ada penawarnya kecuali diri kita sendiri. 

kau tak boleh 100% bergantung kat ubat, tapi kena yakin yang kau mampu lawan :)

tak percaya? well time dulu, aku depressed. aku kemurungan tahap gaban sebab aku, memang ada banyak masalah. aku terlalu berfikir sampai satu haritu, aku dah explode. sebab tu lah aku tanak kau bimbang pasal apa yang kau akan hadapi sebab aku takut kau akan jadi macam aku

sometimes things are not bad as they seem, try not to overthink. - afiq mohammad :)

then, aku start kena gastric. bukan gastric biasa biasa, sebab bila aku stress, dia punya gas tu akan naik dan aku akan semput gila gila.tak boleh bernafas lah derr. aku rushed ke hospital banyak kali. keluar masuk keluar masuk hospital. sampai nurse yang hantar makanan kat pesakit pesakit tu jadi kawan aku. kita orang tengok tv bersama, having jokes. hahahah. aku masuk dewan bedah dua kali. best, dengan lampu torchlight dia yang besar hadap muka aku, dia scop. maksudnya, dia masukkan camera dalam usus aku. twice, dua kali nokkk. and then sejak haritu, aku dah tak boleh gelak sebab sakit sangat perut aku, nak bersin,and batuk lagi lah azab woi, sebab rasa mcm perut kau kena tarik sampai kat otak. aku tak boleh makan. kau boleh agak betapa kurus nya aku masa tu sbb aku hanya boleh minum air dan masuk air, sampai kepala aku pun dah macam masuk air. aku nak jalan kena bongkok. sebab dalam perut aku dah tegang sangat sbb time scop tu doktor tu korek sikit diding usus aku and amik sample. aku rasa perut aku dah rosak. kau tak percaya? cuba kau tanya afrina, berapa lama aku tak datang sekolah agama. doktor pulak asyik bagi pain killer je. 

i cried. what is exactly happen to me? 

aku dah tak larat asyik hidup mcm ni, jadi aku reset balik diri aku. aku cari dari mana yang aku salah. dan aku cuba perbetulkan hubungan aku dengan Allah, mungkin sebab aku dah lama tinggalkan Dia. hubungan dengan Dia tak beberapa nak betul, so aku mula balik dari awal. dan, ye yakin, aku yakin aku mampu lawan semua ni. Allah akan kasi apa yang kau mintak jika kau bersungguh sungguh buat, dan sabar tu penting, sebab aku jatuh beberapa kali dan Alhamdulillah aku tak terus baring dan golek golek, aku bangun balik sebab aku betul betul nak lawan penyakit pelik ni. that's all. 

 kalau kau tengok cerita cerita those yg jadi breast cancer survivor, dia orang time tu lawan habis habisan sampai ada yang kne stage 3 dan lebih teruk daripada tu, tetiba cancer dia *poooffff* dah tak ada, sebab kenapa ? sebab Allah sentiasa dengan orang yang sabar dan bersungguh sungguh. 

jadi sabar ye syu :)

perempuan ni, Allah ciptakan dengan sangat istimewa. nampak je lembik, boleh dipijak, boleh disodok macam tu je, tapi setabah mana pun hati seseorang manusia tu, tetap tak boleh lawan ketabahan hati seorang wanita (kecuali para anbia la). sebab, siapa orang pertama yang syahid di jalan Allah? Sumaiyah babe. siapa yang bermati matian kasi harta bantu nabi Muhammad tegakkan Islam sampaikan dia minta apabila dia mati, jual lah tulang belulang dia jika itu dapat menegakkan syiar Islam? Saidatina Khadijah babe.

kau mampu hadapi semua ni syu, kau nampak je kecik, tapi kau tu hati besar :)

walaupun kau tak sure apa yang akan jadi, just keep on holding to Him <3

insyaallah i will be there for you and be your shoulder to cry :)

this entry, i made it special for you syu :)

aku nampak macam ala ala ustazah untuk kali ni, ye la sebab aku asyik melawak dengan kau tiap tiap hari pun tak elok jugak, just spread the da'wa where ever you are even it is just a word, well who knows maybe that word will change someone's life. it's hard to find a real friend that will stuck with you forever. so when you have one, please don't waste it.

spread the words :)

okay lah , aku nak makan 

assalamualaikum, peaceeee <3

How to build a love story between : you and Allah (streets of da'wah)

Assalamualaikum

love.
does everyone searching for love that last forever.? same goes to me.
as you know, world doesn't last forever, same goes to our problems, and the people, so how will you search for a true love that stays and won't change even a bit ?


the answer is this

it's between you and Him (Allah).

Allah is the word 'God' in arabic. The Creator of the universe, the Holy Provider, The King

aku, dulu Allah pernah bagi pinjam bagaimana rasanya kemanisan iman. the sweetness of iman(faith). tapi aku tak reti jaga dengan betul, dan lama kelamaan hilang sebab aku dibuai nafsu dunia. dan tengah cari balik sekarang ni :) hehehe 

it is the best feeling that i never taste in my whole life

because when i feel the sweetness of iman, i don't have to worry for this dunya(world). because i got the link between me and my creator. and this world is old, the hereafter(akhirah) is the place and life that last forever. Allah had told us, this worldly life is just a game.

there was a time that i am belonging to die, just because i want to see Him and His habib, Prophet Muhammad (pbuh).

i am belonging to die? it is the feel that i am not afraid to die. yeahhh, mesti korang mcm "apa? kau nak sangat mati? !" bukan mcm tu akhi, ukhti, akhta, ukhtu ku sekalian. it cant be describe by words. sebab rasa rindu sangat sangat tu memang tak dapat dinafikan. aku cemburu gila bila dengar para ulama' bermimpi jumpa dengan nabi Muhammad dan dia orang menangis sebelum dia orang sempat nak mulakan cerita. 

i cry in every of my prayers, i missed him so bad

ye la, Prophet Muhammad is the best man who walk on earth. the best to his wives. and even his enemies just cant believe that he is the man that they have to against and kill? the enemies said, "this man(prophet Muhammad) doesnt have the face of a traitor or even a liar. so y do we have to against him ? "

Allah ciptakan para nabi ni hensem hensem belaka. Allah tak cipta nabi kepala botak, perut buncit. tidak sama sekali. Allah cipta nabi nabi dengan sempurna. muka semua molek molek belake. wajah nabi Muhammad bercahaya sehingga Aisyah r.a boleh kutip balik jarum dia yang terjatuh di dalam bilik yang hanya ditemani sebuah pelita di waktu malam bila nabi Muhammad masuk dalam bilik tersebut. 

and muka nabi Muhammad ni kalau perempuan2 tengok, sodok lah hati, tikam lah hati dia orang bertubi tubi, mereka tidak akan dapat rasa sakitnya sebab dibius oleh ketampanan nabi Muhammad saw. 

dah tu, kalau Nabi Muhammad tu paling hensem, paling baik, kekasih Allah pulak tu, kenapa kita duduk pi kejar cinta manusia, harta benda, dan cinta yang tak pasti?  

nabi Muhammad yang hensem tu dah terang terang sayang kat kita, dia rindukan kita, sebut "ummatku

! ummatku! ummatku!". dia bimbang kan kita, ada ke orang yang risau kan kita selain baginda dan mak ayah kita? tapi kenapa kita buat tak peduli je? selawat bila time maulidur rasulje, hari hari lain mcm haremmmm. 

 okay okay, enough with the nags. tolong lah sayang kekasih Allah <3

how to create a love story between you and Allah

? first of all. search where your heart is.

by performing apa anak anak? ya, solat :) force yourself to solat. find Him in your solat. go find where your heart is. but dont take it so hard, just go with the flow. 

the meaning of force yourself to solat is for those yang asyik tak cukupsolat 5 waktu. so force yourself. lengkapkan. even though, you are forced, day by day, night by night you will be willing to do it for the sake of Allah , insyaallah. 

Always remember that, Allah is very close to you when you are in sujood. sujud., sujud

. 

so make dua'(pray) for yourself. ask Him to guide you, feel your dua', you have to confident that Allah hears you. because dua' in sujood is precious. 

 insyaallah if He gives you the taste of imaan,i bet you akan rasa yang solat fardhu pun takkan puas., mesti nak solat lagi, kadang kadang aku rasa solat sunat pun tak puas, so advance sikit dengan buat qiam. sebab aku rasa, solat ni bukan sekadar suruhan, tapi kau tengah berdialog betul betul dengan Dia. aku akan rasa humble gila.,and you are talking to the owner the day of judgement, the Malik (the King) 

serious punya cakap

tolong jangan sesekali rasa kalau kita ni banyak dosa, kita tak mampu nak dapat rasa kemanisan iman, hey remember this, Allah akan kasi kepada siapa siapa yang berusaha untuk dapatkannya.

 even orang yang lebih jahat daripada kita, Allah mampu sedarkan dia dengan sekelip mata. kenapa pulak kita tak boleh yakin dengan diri kita? jadi bersihkan hati mulai sekarang, Allah sayang kepada orang yang sentiasa bertaubat.

second, apa dia anak anak? yes, read,

yes iqra'. the first word by the Jibril/Gabriel to prophet Muhammad (pbuh)

iqra' bacalah. 

what do you have to read exactly ? 

of course the Qur'an. the words from your God, the Creator of the heavens and earth. the book that contains infinity of knowledge.

so read. masalah orang islam sekarang ni cuma mereka malas membaca, yang rajinnya, orang2 islam muslimat membeli novel novel cinta lah, ini aku tujukan kepada kakak kakak yang suka membaca novel2 cinta dan sedang menunggu imam imam mereka. hahahah, duhhh jodoh itu sesuatu yang belum tentu, tapi mati itu pasti. so apa yang korang patut buat dan cari sekarang? tanya lah diri sendiri. 

when i was in my high school, i was so amazed with my friend. she is a christian, and she spent her recess by reading bible in the class. i am so ashamed. seriously, i do have Qur'an, but y i didnt spent my time reading it? and there was a time, the report card day, my friend, Joan, she is indian and a christian. 

her father read the bible while he was waiting for his turn to meet our class teacher. he is a priest anyway. 

im so amazed with them. tapi kenapa kita yang muslim ni susah sangat nak baca, nak pupuk semangat cinta Al Qur'an? 

i dont want to nag so much, just read the Qur'an.,

This is what they called Romantic, I love you to Allah <3

sad? sick with this world? remedy for health? tired to struggle and so on? get your Qur'an now and read. 10 good deeds rewarded for every single letter :) and it can be your Hujjah (its kinda like a lawyer that defend you) for you in the grave and on the day of judgement.

there's lots of thing that i want to share. this part is not the end. there will be part II in progress. insyaallah i will post it asap. 

dont be sad. Allah is with you :)

Assalmualaikum :)

ps: please correct me if i am wrong, peace yawwww

mah niggz friends :)

Assalamualaikum

waiting for Spm result is a damn bored if you dont have a job to fill your 4 months gap after spm exam.
aku lah tu sebagai contoh :)

i miss my friends damn much
(secondary and high school friends)

my elementary school turned out so bad. it is the worst place that i have been in my life so far.mad teachers, aggressive,racist, yeah just name it. i do have friends,but not real friends. they will appear in front of me when they need something, and left me a lovely shit when i need them so much. being bullied is something that i have to swallow everyday. so i decide to take my ass out from that school
i got transferred to another school, it's kinda awkward for the first time.
and it turned out awesome. and i started to make new friends, they are so hilarious and they also love to make sarcasms about politics, the teachers are so sportin, fun, and concern about their students. T.T i love them so much

after that, i went to secondary school

the first day of my secondary school, i sit next to damia. she is the closest friend in that particular time because she moved to Johor later. well she was my classmate from my latest elementary school. ohhh lupaaa, fatin pun ada. mmmm and hanif, sarmila and afiq. but hanif ,sarmila and afiq masuk kelas pertama. me and damia in the second class. pastu terjumpa najah , diana, farhana. hahahaha

everyone knows that i have a soulmate named mae. ahahahah she is my true bbf since i was form one.
the first talk between me and her is about asking for liquid or eraser, mmmm i dont remember that much.
after that we talk talk and talk. she is like a doraemon, because she have everything in her pocket, bags. then we start to kamching, go for break together in the canteen. and started to make a group. it is between me, damia and mae. hayat wanna join us, but we were like " aint nobody want you nigga.' hahahahah because hayat, she got the mouth that never sleeps. every time she talks, i was like "damn son, where do you buy those batteries for your mouth" and mae said  " she was born like that laaaa". mae knows hayat very well because hayat is her friend since they were in wombs. their moms know each other. mae and hayat play with each other when they were young, goin to the same kindergarten, elementary school and end up with the same high school. hahaha they were meant to be.

this is a picture of my  lady-in-waiting. har har har, the yellow is mae, the black with pinky shoes is amy <3

damia, me and mae are librarians, so the boys call us the Digi's (yg sim kad tu. dulu famous gila iklan yang " ku bersamamu" XD ), because librarian uniform are yellow. --.--
after damia moved to another state, me and mae made it to the first class in form 2 (2 Amanah). same goes to hayat. hahahaha ohhhh lupa, i have qamilia, hana, mmm tak ingat lahhh
when the first time we step into the first class, the kids in the class were so quite. because genius student, they dont talk a lot and spent their time completing homework in class. duhhhhh aint nobody got time for that. i dont think that i will survive through the day without talking and being loud. mmmm, after a week, the class turned upside down, so freakin noisy, maybe because hanif started to made fun of The Queen of Mouth (hayat). it's kinda a bad idea to mess with her, but hanif have the guts. he is a guy anyway that full with sarcastic idea. so it's fun watching them fight everyday


and then i met atikah dollah. and she become my besties, she is the school athlete and a prefect.sometimes she loves to mock me, gosshhh, but i take it easy because she is the one that always calm my ass down if i were in trouble. she is my Bob Marley.she motivates me always and i end up with success and achievement because of her words. every time im in panic, she was like 'there's nothing to be afraid about, the world doesnt last forever, same goes to your problem. just smoke weed. hahaha
her 95% problem consist 'HOMEWORK'. she didnt finish her homework on time.she will force me to give her my books. and i was like ' heyyyy, chill down. world wont last forever, same goes to your problem har har har har " and she was like"deyyyyyy just give me your book!"

 and then khadijah siheab :) huhuhuh, this little lady she likes to make jokes and laugh everyday,she is the happiest girl that i ever met and she considers me as her bank, every day and every time she will be like "jannnnnn, nak singgit ", "jannnn belanja lah akuuuu" --.-- kesian pulak aku dengar so aku bagi je lah, she died in november 2012. 21st november rasanya. i just cant believe it. i dont know what was happening. it's kinda weird when people expressed their condolence on her facebook wall about 10 in the morning. i thought it is just a "november fools day". and when i call my friends and talked about it, diaorang dah sampai hospital pun. aku tak mampu cakap apa, and cried alone.

the cat hand is showing khadijah. May Allah save you from the hell fire and shows you His mercy. aamiin.hujug tu atikah dollah yg muka awek ganas:) just right beside me :)

 pastu i have afiq azli.. he is cute tho. with his spike hair. i still remember when he was 12. hahah, so freakin chubby. our birth date like almost, the same. but he went out from his mother's tummy one day earlier than me. im 15th july and he is 14th july. we talk a lot about
celebrities especially lady gaga. i adore lady gaga so much until i had enough and puking rainbows. sometime afiq is a little bit annoying, and there was a time i ignore him because in my dream, he killed mae .  please dont question me about it because my mind was not 100% passed to the level of puberty that time.hahaha i think that he is special because he forgives. i agree because atikah said so :) and he forgives me for my dumbness harharhar

atikah and afiq meow meow :)

after that, i met my half . amy, yes amy syarina ahmad zuhairi. oh yeahhh, she's damn pretty, even though her big nose trying to fit in, amy is the only chicken chop friend, other than my belacan, nasi goreng kampung and tempoyak rendang friends.hahahah. she got her american style and sexy, she loves white guys i guess.tapi tak tahu pulak kalau dia ada minat nigga nigga. mmmmm, she understands my weird thoughts, well most of my thoughts. she's lovely. we often go to the tesco, having pizza during the last day of school and baling baling tepung. i love you bae. i dunno what to say about her, because she's just nice tho. nothing is wrong with her. im not telling that she is perfect, but she is more than perfect. some might hate her because she is pretty yet sexy. i think that even though the way she dress is kinda burning my small eyes, the way she act westernly(haha wujud ke perkataan tu) , i always reminding myself that i cant judge her religion and what is inside her heart, maybe she is 100000000000000000 times better than me :)

insyaallah i will pray the best for you baeeee. 

 selepas ituu,,, mmmm ahhhh Azyan ku. my little kiddo :) azyan was an underdog when she was form 2. she entered my class after mid term. she is genius tho. i love to talk with her even though it's just a stupid matter, she just accept it. i like her, she laughs and reacts to my joke, even though i dont even get my own jokes. she got that polite attitude.pijak semut pun tak mati, silap silap semut angkat balik kaki azyan.we enjoy hash browns and makanan canteen so much. hihihihi and i give macaroons. haritu dia makan, pastu dia marah aku sebab dia tak ingat yang dia tengah puasa. hahahahaha she doesnt talk so much because she dont even know what to talk about. that's why im here right by her side to encourage her to speak. she is so special, she motivates me and helped me with my maths because i got E during mid term exam and walla! i got A for my pmr :) Alhamdulillah xie xie azyan  :)

okay then, mmm Addeena. hahahaha, anak pak azzudin ni underdog jugak tapi masa form 3 la. bila dah nak exam pmr baru dia nak muncul. Im not into her for the first time we met. it's not the same as amy and azyan does. it takes time to know her. i never thought that we'll become so close and closer and i made her as my besties. most of my form 4 life, her mom sent me home. hihihihi, ye laa auntie. i dah tolong teman kan anak you sampai tersengguk sengguk kat pondok SAB tu. lolz tak delah makcik. saya sedih tengok anak makcik termenung sorang sorang. lullzzzz, she likes to talk like hayat, but she talks about her family, how she observe people, and so on. duhhhh this girl is weird yet naughty. hahahah, her mom is nice. belanja mcm mcm kalau tumpang dia.tu yg naik sampai 60 lebih kg berat tu.ada satu masa tu ayah dia pulak yang amik balik sekolah, mae pulak takde. takkan lah nak naik bas sorang2 der. so nana force me to jump in je, and i was like mmmm, yelaaa. her father mmm, he just drove to my house without needed to tell him the direction. i was kinda amazed because i never met her father before. that is the first time he meet me and he knows my house?. and then i started too became suspicious with her family and i asked her once " mcm mana ayah kau boleh tahu? korang satu family kalau boleh nak stalk aku eh? " she just replied "entah. aku pun tak tahu mcm mana dia boleh tahu. (sambil addeena mengukir senyuman yang menyeramkan)" goshhhh, --.--

okay last... Afrina. hihihihihihi my oreo, my bij, my niggga. i stop rite here. talking about her is a story that wont end. she is the longest story, but i want her to know that YOU ARE AWESOME babe :) thanks for being with me and thanks for walkin in my life chapter 

Hahahhaha, mesti kau bengang kan ? 

you are so hot nigga. hahahaahah

okay thats all for now. im sorry afrina, i know that you are almost excited tadi, hahahahahahahahahh

goodnite my catssss

i need some sleep too. Assalamualaikum 

cat is in the air.

Assalamualaikum, 

cats. i love cats
i like their paws
the 'prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr' sound is so sexy

Allah azza wa jal ciptakan kehidupan kucing tu fit dengan kehidupan manusia.
that's y you can see kuciang(kampar accent) berkeliaran kat kaki kaki manusia, comel kan?
kalau dia nak makan, dia gesel gesel kat kaki kau. kalau kau tendang dia, dia pancut kat kau.
every time you open your pc, they will sleep on the keyboard. or maybe play with the mouse --.--

kucing ni lawak. aku tatau kenapa. tapi memang aku suka

kalau yang garang tu, dengan ekspresi muka palat dia tu
kalau yang hyperactive tu jangan cakap lah, mcm mabuk ketum

yang ni, aku tengok mcm afrina. hahahah mcm sesuai gila dengan rupa dan attitude dia yang mcm apetah XD

i have 13 cats when i was 15.  boleh buat jadi pekerja company aku :)

it's like a party for me and a kind of torture for my mother since she dislike cats but she can deal with a cockroach --,-- nobody in the house can chillin when there's a cockroach flying except for my mom. she could catch the flying cockroach and scare everyone ass in the house

i let my cats free, i just let them be
and i teach them to behave nicely and discipline

it doesnt matter anyway when it comes to feeding time
i just shake a bottle full with friskies, kucing aku yang merayau sampai ke hujung kampung pun boleh dengar,
lintang pukang dia lari balik rumah.
dalam 13 ekor mcm tu datang berkerumun kat aku, ada pernah sekali tu dengan aku aku sekali tumbang sebab kucing2 tu panjat badan aku, serang dari belakang.
kadang kadang, ada jugak kucing jiran2 menyebuk tumpang makan sekali


the worst part is their poo poo.
my family and i kinda embarrassed when visitors came to our house
the cats pooped in the vase. but i can see the flowers grow beautifully, so i consider that cat poop is a fertilizer
so my father bought 2 story cage worth for 250 ringgit.
it's like a mini zoo when all the cats gather in a cage
ada yang panjat besi , ada kucing tingkat atas terberak kena kucing bawah, sakit otak aku woi. haahahaa

my cat reduce and reducing.most of them die, kena lenyek dek kereta
sekarang tinggal satu je yang masih bertahan
dengan kepakaran dan tunjuk ajar yang aku bekalkan kepada dia
dia mampu hidup sehingga sekarang. dah 6 tahun rasanya dia hidup
her name is jeppri

her first name was kurap, but my fathaaa just dont like it, it's kinda curse the cat to get kurap. i call her jeppri. sebab aku minat Jepp sepah . hahaha

okayyy niggaaaa. that's all . i got so many things to do. with the kids, the house, erghhhhhhh im so depressed 

selamat tinggal mabuk ketum semua :) hahah

credits to : 1. iheartcatgifs.tumblr

           2.catgifpage.com

Since the fridge with magnetic thingy is too simple

Assalamualaikum XD

i laughed my ass off when i got home a little bit late than my parents.

as i walked into the kitchen

i saw 

 it's terrifying. hahahahaha

me : who did this? 

ayah : ayah lah. 

he is doin his innocent face while he was answering me

cant it get more bigger ayah? 

ayah : ohhh ayah print benda ni kat office (sambil susun magnet kat peti ais)

me : kalau macam tu lebih baik orang suruh ayah print borang UPU --.--

i admit,. it's kinda sweet and beautiful. walaupun muka ayah yang lebih lebih kat peti ais tu XD hahah,

hello jannah

Assalamualaikum :) since this is my first post and there is no one knows that i have a blog, i feel so excited yalla yalla yalla 

I prefer to have a blog than write it in a diary. it just wasting my shitty money to buy the book, and it is also wasting my energy. yeah, energy. what do you expect when your siblings sneak into your room and read your diary? of course you will chase your butthead sister\brother and smack them at their ass or maybe tombak them with a batang penyapu (that is my way)

insyaallah i will share all my stories and what i have done in my precious life rather than just keep it in my mind or keep it in a piece of book with padlock. jizzz. just enjoy, all my opinions about this freakin world that mostly covered with wataaaaaahhhh (chinese accent) i'll put in this shitty blog. and also i'll post something motivated or wisdom and nahhh nahhh nahhhh to motivate people and inspire them,  and i will make my blog as street of da'wah (punnn bolehhhh)

head just exploded. overthinking, what should i post --,--