Im looking for something : mah niggz friends :)

Assalamualaikum

waiting for Spm result is a damn bored if you dont have a job to fill your 4 months gap after spm exam.
aku lah tu sebagai contoh :)

i miss my friends damn much
(secondary and high school friends)

my elementary school turned out so bad. it is the worst place that i have been in my life so far.mad teachers, aggressive,racist, yeah just name it. i do have friends,but not real friends. they will appear in front of me when they need something, and left me a lovely shit when i need them so much. being bullied is something that i have to swallow everyday. so i decide to take my ass out from that school
i got transferred to another school, it's kinda awkward for the first time.
and it turned out awesome. and i started to make new friends, they are so hilarious and they also love to make sarcasms about politics, the teachers are so sportin, fun, and concern about their students. T.T i love them so much

after that, i went to secondary school

the first day of my secondary school, i sit next to damia. she is the closest friend in that particular time because she moved to Johor later. well she was my classmate from my latest elementary school. ohhh lupaaa, fatin pun ada. mmmm and hanif, sarmila and afiq. but hanif ,sarmila and afiq masuk kelas pertama. me and damia in the second class. pastu terjumpa najah , diana, farhana. hahahaha

everyone knows that i have a soulmate named mae. ahahahah she is my true bbf since i was form one.
the first talk between me and her is about asking for liquid or eraser, mmmm i dont remember that much.
after that we talk talk and talk. she is like a doraemon, because she have everything in her pocket, bags. then we start to kamching, go for break together in the canteen. and started to make a group. it is between me, damia and mae. hayat wanna join us, but we were like " aint nobody want you nigga.' hahahahah because hayat, she got the mouth that never sleeps. every time she talks, i was like "damn son, where do you buy those batteries for your mouth" and mae said " she was born like that laaaa". mae knows hayat very well because hayat is her friend since they were in wombs. their moms know each other. mae and hayat play with each other when they were young, goin to the same kindergarten, elementary school and end up with the same high school. hahaha they were meant to be.

this is a picture of my lady-in-waiting. har har har, the yellow is mae, the black with pinky shoes is amy <3

damia, me and mae are librarians, so the boys call us the Digi's (yg sim kad tu. dulu famous gila iklan yang " ku bersamamu" XD ), because librarian uniform are yellow. --.--
after damia moved to another state, me and mae made it to the first class in form 2 (2 Amanah). same goes to hayat. hahahaha ohhhh lupa, i have qamilia, hana, mmm tak ingat lahhh
when the first time we step into the first class, the kids in the class were so quite. because genius student, they dont talk a lot and spent their time completing homework in class. duhhhhh aint nobody got time for that. i dont think that i will survive through the day without talking and being loud. mmmm, after a week, the class turned upside down, so freakin noisy, maybe because hanif started to made fun of The Queen of Mouth (hayat). it's kinda a bad idea to mess with her, but hanif have the guts. he is a guy anyway that full with sarcastic idea. so it's fun watching them fight everyday

and then i met atikah dollah. and she become my besties, she is the school athlete and a prefect.sometimes she loves to mock me, gosshhh, but i take it easy because she is the one that always calm my ass down if i were in trouble. she is my Bob Marley.she motivates me always and i end up with success and achievement because of her words. every time im in panic, she was like 'there's nothing to be afraid about, the world doesnt last forever, same goes to your problem. just smoke weed. hahaha
her 95% problem consist 'HOMEWORK'. she didnt finish her homework on time.she will force me to give her my books. and i was like ' heyyyy, chill down. world wont last forever, same goes to your problem har har har har " and she was like"deyyyyyy just give me your book!"

and then khadijah siheab :) huhuhuh, this little lady she likes to make jokes and laugh everyday,she is the happiest girl that i ever met and she considers me as her bank, every day and every time she will be like "jannnnnn, nak singgit ", "jannnn belanja lah akuuuu" --.-- kesian pulak aku dengar so aku bagi je lah, she died in november 2012. 21st november rasanya. i just cant believe it. i dont know what was happening. it's kinda weird when people expressed their condolence on her facebook wall about 10 in the morning. i thought it is just a "november fools day". and when i call my friends and talked about it, diaorang dah sampai hospital pun. aku tak mampu cakap apa, and cried alone.

the cat hand is showing khadijah. May Allah save you from the hell fire and shows you His mercy. aamiin.hujug tu atikah dollah yg muka awek ganas:) just right beside me :)

pastu i have afiq azli.. he is cute tho. with his spike hair. i still remember when he was 12. hahah, so freakin chubby. our birth date like almost, the same. but he went out from his mother's tummy one day earlier than me. im 15th july and he is 14th july. we talk a lot about
celebrities especially lady gaga. i adore lady gaga so much until i had enough and puking rainbows. sometime afiq is a little bit annoying, and there was a time i ignore him because in my dream, he killed mae . please dont question me about it because my mind was not 100% passed to the level of puberty that time.hahaha i think that he is special because he forgives. i agree because atikah said so :) and he forgives me for my dumbness harharhar

atikah and afiq meow meow :)

after that, i met my half . amy, yes amy syarina ahmad zuhairi. oh yeahhh, she's damn pretty, even though her big nose trying to fit in, amy is the only chicken chop friend, other than my belacan, nasi goreng kampung and tempoyak rendang friends.hahahah. she got her american style and sexy, she loves white guys i guess.tapi tak tahu pulak kalau dia ada minat nigga nigga. mmmmm, she understands my weird thoughts, well most of my thoughts. she's lovely. we often go to the tesco, having pizza during the last day of school and baling baling tepung. i love you bae. i dunno what to say about her, because she's just nice tho. nothing is wrong with her. im not telling that she is perfect, but she is more than perfect. some might hate her because she is pretty yet sexy. i think that even though the way she dress is kinda burning my small eyes, the way she act westernly(haha wujud ke perkataan tu) , i always reminding myself that i cant judge her religion and what is inside her heart, maybe she is 100000000000000000 times better than me :)

insyaallah i will pray the best for you baeeee.

selepas ituu,,, mmmm ahhhh Azyan ku. my little kiddo :) azyan was an underdog when she was form 2. she entered my class after mid term. she is genius tho. i love to talk with her even though it's just a stupid matter, she just accept it. i like her, she laughs and reacts to my joke, even though i dont even get my own jokes. she got that polite attitude.pijak semut pun tak mati, silap silap semut angkat balik kaki azyan.we enjoy hash browns and makanan canteen so much. hihihihi and i give macaroons. haritu dia makan, pastu dia marah aku sebab dia tak ingat yang dia tengah puasa. hahahahaha she doesnt talk so much because she dont even know what to talk about. that's why im here right by her side to encourage her to speak. she is so special, she motivates me and helped me with my maths because i got E during mid term exam and walla! i got A for my pmr :) Alhamdulillah xie xie azyan :)

okay then, mmm Addeena. hahahaha, anak pak azzudin ni underdog jugak tapi masa form 3 la. bila dah nak exam pmr baru dia nak muncul. Im not into her for the first time we met. it's not the same as amy and azyan does. it takes time to know her. i never thought that we'll become so close and closer and i made her as my besties. most of my form 4 life, her mom sent me home. hihihihi, ye laa auntie. i dah tolong teman kan anak you sampai tersengguk sengguk kat pondok SAB tu. lolz tak delah makcik. saya sedih tengok anak makcik termenung sorang sorang. lullzzzz, she likes to talk like hayat, but she talks about her family, how she observe people, and so on. duhhhh this girl is weird yet naughty. hahahah, her mom is nice. belanja mcm mcm kalau tumpang dia.tu yg naik sampai 60 lebih kg berat tu.ada satu masa tu ayah dia pulak yang amik balik sekolah, mae pulak takde. takkan lah nak naik bas sorang2 der. so nana force me to jump in je, and i was like mmmm, yelaaa. her father mmm, he just drove to my house without needed to tell him the direction. i was kinda amazed because i never met her father before. that is the first time he meet me and he knows my house?. and then i started too became suspicious with her family and i asked her once " mcm mana ayah kau boleh tahu? korang satu family kalau boleh nak stalk aku eh? " she just replied "entah. aku pun tak tahu mcm mana dia boleh tahu. (sambil addeena mengukir senyuman yang menyeramkan)" goshhhh, --.--

okay last... Afrina. hihihihihihi my oreo, my bij, my niggga. i stop rite here. talking about her is a story that wont end. she is the longest story, but i want her to know that YOU ARE AWESOME babe :) thanks for being with me and thanks for walkin in my life chapter

Hahahhaha, mesti kau bengang kan ?